A Never-ending Abyss

August 7, 2009 at 8:37 pm Leave a comment

by Lisa Tang

Memories stripped from my hand
Right before my eyes
My heart ached with so much pain
That it seemed as if someone was severing the seams that held it together
Things cave in from the inside
Yet I try my best to fight back
Tears well up in my eyes
Such a familiar feeling that haunts me time and again
Refusing to leave me to find another victim
I told myself that I must be strong
And I cried out to You for the strength to carry on
When will this end once and for all
How can I continue to withstand this as I feel myself sinking further and further into the quicksand of time
A heart that longs to grow cold
And yet it can’t
Growing mindless, things become hazy
I’m too afraid to fathom what’s ahead
Lord, I’m reaching out to You again
Draw me close and help me find the solace that I need
I yearn for rest and it has seemed to escape me in my moments of need
I feel lost, downtrodden, and out of breath
A shiver overtook me and I shook vehemently
I cannot tell whether the coldness is from around me or comes from within
Reality and dream…  dream and nightmare…
My mind grows numb…  A sense of nausea enters
I feel weak and hurt, broken and torn
Growing weary, longing for a way out
Beneath the joy lies so much sadness
Sadness that overwhelms me as my gaze meets a mirror
Eyes of sorrow stare back with the question “Why?” written all over my face
The searing pain cannot be hidden by a mere smile or laugh
An aura of wounded-ness descends
Emitting a bittersweet fragrance
I know before long these tumultuous emotions will resurface again…


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